god it's been so long!!!!!well jus to let u know jessica u love blue but he don't love you so get the fuck over it. ur fat and ugly to strat w/.and i don't love blue and he don't love me but he don't love you so fuck off. yeah i might be having a baby by him but u never will b/c he don't want any ass from you b/c ur nasty!!!!!!! well love youu all bye!

                 love , heather

 HeatheR©heather 

thinK im falling . .

deeper and deeper everyday

hey everyone! whats up? not alot here juss got home im gonna start working at Chisms Steakhouse! Donno when but i juss turned in my application! Things are still shity here but i rly dont give a fuck! me and blue are together and right now thats all that matters! i wish i was in TN wit all mah gurl n family! dang! oh yes and mah boys cant forget about my boys lol well keep up them sweet comments thanks alot Jasmine and Heidi for my last ones i miss and love yawl soo much!

i love you blue!

<3 always,

Heather ©heather 

Happy 4-20 bitches! Damn this sux im stuck at home with no weed cuz i didnt go to skool cuz i was in the ER last nite cuz i had a earache! Blue is spose to be pickin me up here in a lil bit and mama sed if i leave shes callin the popo! btch plz! LOL anyways leave me a few comments love yawl!

.-*Last*-.

× Last Cigarette ×-*Bout 10 minutes ago*
× Last Alcoholic Drink ×*Mah Birthday weekend at TT's*
× Last Car Ride ×*Bout 10 minutes ago me and mama went to DQ*
× Last Kiss ×*Last Weekend wit Blue!*
× Last Good Cry ×*Last night from Blue*
× Last Library Book checked out ×god damn 4evers ago..i hate reading*
× Last Movie Seen in Theatres ×god..uhmm..spongebob squarepants wit me,john-david,april,megan, her lil sis,and april and chris.
× Last Book Read ×*Let the Circle be Unbroken*
× Last Movie Rented ×*Fat Albert*
× Last Cuss Word Uttered ×FUCK YOU!*
× Last Beverage Drank ×*Gatoraide*
× Last Food Consumed ×French Frys -n- Triple Chocolate Utopia*
× Last Crush ×*recently--Blue Last--John-David*
× Last Phone Call x *10 minutes ago..Blue!*
× Last TV Show Watched ×*Sister,Sister*
× Last Time Showered ×*Last night*
× Last Shoes Worn ×*blue flip flops*
× Last CD Played ×mix CD*
× Last Item Bought ×*skirt n halter*
× Last Download ×music*
× Last Annoyance ×*Brittney Dye n her lil possy*
× Last Disappointment ×today mama wouldnt let me go wit blue*
× Last Soda Drank ×Dr.Pepper
× Last Thing Written ×a note to brittney
× Last Key Used ×y
× Last Word Spoken ×blue
× Last Sleep ×this mornin
× Last IM ×earlier to Tim.
× Last Sexual Fantasy × oo baby..lol umm last sex..monday night wit Cody!*
× Last Weird Encounter ×2 nurses forcing water down mah ear!*
× Last Ice Cream Eaten - *Triple Choclate Utopia*
× Last Time Amused × Earlier mama didnt think i knew as much as i did
× Last Time Wanting To Die × last night
× Last Time In Love × 4-9-05
× Last Time Hugged × yesterday Tiffany!
× Last Time Scolded × today!
× Last Time Resentful × today
× Last Chair Sat In × this spinin chair
× Last Lipstick Used × red one
× Last Underwear Worn ×-mah blue smily face thongs
× Last Bra Worn × mah strapless white one
× Last Shirt Worn: × blue shirt
× Last Webpage Visited × www.xanga.com/xxhotnessheatherxx

[A] - Any Friend Of Yours -}} Tiffany
[B] - Best Friend -»Kimberly
[C] - Cries On Your Shoulder -»Tiffany
[D] - Date-worthy Friend -»Blue
[E] - Excitable -»Tiffany
[F] - Friend You Trust Most -»Kimberly
[G] - Greatest Friend You Ever Had -»Myriah
[H] - Happiest Memory With Friends -»Myriah's bday party!!
[I] - Ice-cream-Eating Buddy -»Tosha *rivers! lol*
[J] - "Just Friend`sz" But You Want More -»John-David
[K] - Kicks The Most Butt -»Tiffany
[L] - Last Friend You Lost -»Brittney
[M] - Most Helpful Friend -»Tiffany
[N] - Name of Your First Best Friend -»Sarah
[O] - Oldest Friend -»Sissy!
[P] - Prettiest Friend -»Emily
[Q] - Quoteable Friend -»Kimberly!!
[R] - Richest -»Myriah
[S] - ||Most|| Successful Friend You Have -»Alyssa
[T] - Today, Your Favorite Friend is -»Kimberly
[U] - Up`sz & Down`sz, You Share Them With -»*ALYSSA!*

[V] - Very Entertaining Friend -»Tiffany
[W] - Worth The Most To You -»Blue!
[X] - X-rated Joke`sz Are Made By -»Jessica
[Y] - You Pick A Random Friend -»Kimberly
[Z] - Zebra-loving Friend -»Kimberly?..?

[x]easiest to talk to:Tiffany
[o]geekiest:Shyla
[x]class clown:me 'nd kimberly!
[o]most sophisticated:jessica
[x]overall hottie:blue!
[o]best body:blue!
[x]biggest perve:nathan tyler groce!!
[o]anus:Nathan!
[x]try`z 2 be funny but, not!:Alyssa!*
[o]biggest hair:Shelby!
[x]sexiest hair:Nathan Tyler Groce
[o]most ghetto:Blue!
[x]biggest prep:Shelby,Holly,Haven,Alex,Tiffany Dile,Kelsey.
[o]punkalicious:kimberly!
[x]jock:sean!
[o]shy:kimberly!
[x]most obnoxious:Tiffany
[o]most likely to flunk this year:Kimberly
[x]deepest:Tiffany
[o]most goth:Kimberly
[x]smelliest:Shyla
[o]most alive:Alyssa
[x]most intelligent:Amy
[o]makes you happy:Blue!!

Go AhEaD n TaLk bOuT mE
BuT I HaVe SuM AdViCe
cLiK YoUr hEeLz ToGeThEr n SaY
I nEeD a FuckiN LyFe!

   OnE tRuE .-LoVe-.
          OnE fiRsT .*KiSs*.
          oNe uNfOrGeTaBLe .*MoMeNT*.
          OnE bRoKeN .-hEaRt-.
          OnE hEaRt To .*BrEaK*.
          oNe BeSt FriEnD
          oNe FaKe FriEnD
          OnE wOrSt .-EnEmY-.
          OnE .*iNsPiRaTiOn*.
          oNe .-ChAnCe-.
          oNe .*LoVe*.
          OnE .-LiFe-.
          LiVe iT uP~!~yEaH!!!

Remember that game we used to play when we were kids, "[telephone]" and something would be said to 1 person and by the time it reached the end of the line, it was a whole different story?
Welcome to  middle sch0ol

How to tell if a guy likes you.
o1. He stares at you a lot
o2. He hits you a lot (Just play hitting
o3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a conversation with you.
o4. He yelled, "hi!" to your mom that day she picked you up from school.
o5. He blew off his buds to see "Run Away Bride" with you because you couldn't get another girl pal to go & didn't want to go alone.
o6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process.
o7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
o8. You hung up on him. He called you back
o9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
1o. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK,, you do snort sometimes. This makes you laugh even harder.
12.He rememders little things you mention in casual conversations.
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.

why do bad guys lie to get into your bed, and good guys lie to get into youre heart

Bitch, you & your rumors have something in common...you both get around.

im not all that and a bag of chips
im the whole fuckin PARTY MIX

I can’t fall asleep tonight. I don’t know what to do. I hold my pillow but I want to be holding you.

I can’t explain all these feelings that you’re making me feel. My heart is in overdrive and you’re behind the steering wheel

i just love you.

i think im in love*

Love
Fucking hurts

There will always be that one guy
Where no matter how much he
Hurts you and makes you cry
You'll never be able to let him go

Life is better blonde.

i

LOVE

Blue

hey yawl uh i still hate my life! me and blue are bak together thats a good thing but im hearin shit that he got aids and that he cheatin and me and brittney fought last night!! she got me but hey ya win some ya loose some and at least she got a bruise on her eye and half her hair yanked out!! but anyways i still got alot of shit in my life and i hate it! leave me some comments!

I  You With All My

Heather Marie

everything that you want to happen usually never does and what you dont want to happen does.. :-/ but i NeVeR gEt WhAt I wAnT n Im SoOoOo TiReD oF iT!!!!

when i have a smile on my face
& a sparkle in my eye
you girls always kno
that i'm realli about to cry

If u dress nicely, he says ur a snob
If u dress sexy, he says ur a slut
If u argue w/ him, he says ur stubborn
If ur quiet, he says ur stupid
If u call him, he says ur needy & clingy
If he calls u, he says u should be grateful
If u don't <3 him, he'll try to win u
If u don't fcuk him, he'll say u dont <3 him
If u do, he'll say ur easy
If u tell him ur problems, he'll say ur irritating
If u don't, he'll say u dont trust him
If u lecture him, he'll say ur bitchy
If he lectures u, it's b/c he 'cares'
If u break a promise, u can't be trusted
If he breaks it, he had to
If u cheat, u expect it to be over
If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way..
yOU nEvEr WiN

Id rather b a bitch than a hoe, rather tell it like it is then blowin every boy i know, rather be known 4 what i do NOT who i screw, wish i could say the same bout u!!

LoVe me For ME
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you just hung up on him. Who thinks you are perfect even though he knows the worst thing about you.. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.who reminds you of how lucky he is to have you, The one who plays with your hair.. and the ONE who turns to his friends and says thats her"

just when youve had enough
lyfe gives you more just wen
you think its rained enough it
----»-» starts to fuckin pour

dO yO0h ever lay iin bed hopiinq '
that tOmorrow yOu`ll wake up
iin tha emerqency rO0m `nd ''
hear tha wOrds... she`s nOt
q O i n q t O0 m a k e ii t `'
c u z i d o -- e v e r y n i t e

Either one of the two things will happen, you'll realize he isn't worth it, or he'll realize you are.

the excuses h*a*n*g from your lips
but i still listen and continue to
s l o w l y f a l l a p a r t

Never ap0LOgiZe f0r sayin
what u feeL
cuZ thatZ Like s*a*y*i*n s0rry
f0r BeInG ReAl

I don't know what to do anymore,
nothing feels the same,
I never see a smile in the mirror,
I only see pain,
pain beneath my soul,
so d e e p inside of me
there is no [escaping] it,
no coming back to a normal state
of mind,there's nothing I can do anymore, besides give up.

Brick wall water fall
Hoes thinks they got it all
But they don't and I do
So boom with that attitude
Peace, punch, captain crunch
I got something you can't touch
Bang bang choo choo train
Wind me up I do my thing
No Reese's Pieces, 7-Up
Mess with me I mess you up!!!

hey yawl fuck everyone god damn i hate my mother fuckin shity life! blue broke up with me..alyssa startin shit brittney wants to beat my ass cuz i fucked cody and kissed nathan so fuck this shit! imma go fuckin kill myself holla

juss 2 see what ppl rly think of me fill this out n leave it in mah comment spot.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO iF:
» I died from natural causes:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THiNK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:
WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Lie to make me feel better?:
» Spread rumors about me?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?: 
» Loan me some cash?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?: